i have lost a friend today


I have lost a friend today. 
The sunset looks lovely and admirable. 
I wish I could be admired. 

I am a ghost sitting still, 
Your apparition still loves me. 
I have lost a friend today. 

I'm the dust at a windowsill, 
A collection of sediments from everywhere. 
I wish I could be admired. 

I'm the fingers that held your wrist, 
My calluses hold a memory. 
I have lost a friend today. 

I'm the confetti that falls over you, 
Just litter on the ground afterwards. 
I wish I could be admired. 

The sunset looks lovely and admirable. 
A miraculous view of hope
But I have lost a friend today. 
Do I really wish to be admired? 

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